I'm seriously gonna cry when he leaves...

KIM HEECHUL. I can't help but to feel down because you're leaving to serve the army. This is one of the days when I keep on asking why men should leave...especially idols like you. But since you said it, I understand. At first, I was really depressed when Leeteuk kept giving hints of him entering the entry but I can't believe you'll go first! >.<

Heechul : This was my last stage before the army. It feels great to have been given such a special award before my leave. I’m always thankful to Jungsoo (Leeteuk) as well as the other members. Thank you to all the staff of ‘Inkigayo’ who gave us so much of their time, and I’m especially thankful to all the managers who put up with my bad temper. I’m not very good at expressing myself, so I’ll just leave it here. I’ll come back safely, stay healthy! . Hope u can understand

Today's Winner: Super Junior!

I clapped my hands non-stop when I heard their name. Although I was expecting 2ne1 to own the award, I wasn't in doubt that SuJu could win it.

But when Leeteuk suddenly burst into tears, I was taken aback... How could he cry so preciously...? Just because of his co-member, he shed not just a single tear but a drop after another.

It was definitely hard for him as a leader, especially when Heechul is almost as the same age as him. Of course, as the older ones, they're the guys who match in a lot of ways.

Watching the performance was already hard for me. Has anyone seen Kyuhyun wipe his tears and at the end, there's a line down his right eye indicating a tear just fell? And did anyone feel the sad atmosphere? And the painful part in their performance, is when you could see how Kim Heechul, the guy who doesn't care if he dances badly or not dance at all, doing everything he can to show his effort in performing for the last time?

He was smiling...

Fanchant: Saranghaeyo KIM HEE CHUL! Uyubitkkal KIM HEE CHUL!

I don't know if Heenim is just acting tough because he didn't cry. But he was also the one comforting everyone, tapping their shoulders and hugging them, telling them that everything will be fine.

How could he be so... I don't even know what to react. He'll be out of sight for 2 years..! Two freaking years without Super Junior's Kim Heechul! I don't know if it's just because he's my bias, but seriously, I can't even imagine those two years without him.


You're my bias...and certainly, once you leave, I don't think I can face Super Junior like before. You're the main reason why I take effort in watching SJ's performances even though I'm SHINee biased. You're the reason why I buy albums, go to concerts and watch variety shows.

But I guess now...I'm not in the place to stop you. I just wish that you'll be SAFE in there...Happy as well, because you know, ELFS especially Petals, will always be here for you. We will support you no matter what.

We will surely miss you! But we will look forward to a new Kim Heechul who never fails to surprise us.